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Last night , i very shame by myself .

I get drunk in front him , this is the first time i drunk in front my boyfriend . 

And i lost control and keep talking non-sense , and keep talking rude word with my friend .

And he watching me , Argh  , i reminding last night , i feel wanna cryy !! :(

I very scared he  someday he will ignore me , and antipathy me 

But i really thanks him for look after me when i get drunk last night . 

I love him , 35 days in love kcy .