Our first trip .

5 of Dec 2012 , Our first trip . Genting Highlands. 

It's was awesome . 

Because the very first time trip with my boyfie .

YOU !  

then 7 something going his house  . 

Im coming to fetch him .

Let's have a our first trip !! ><

Very excited .

In the long  journey , Feel tired and sleepy . 

He lend his shoulder let me fall asleep .

Rest on car . 

He is the very first one .

take very good care being with him .

We having Breakfast at Kenny Rogers .

 

He busying to clean his sunglasses :P

In our room . 

During at outdoor. He's sleeping . 

My silly pig . 

Midnight , at outside chatting with friends . 

We took a picture . :P

Our shoes . His leg very big size ><

Wink face . 

Im very inlove him . 

Start On 22 April . 

无主题

有些事情，真的不想知道，可是偏偏让我知道。

昨天帮他收拾床，不小心开到他的抽屉，

发现了一本书，我好奇打开了，原来是他的日记。

打开的第一页，

说着她有了新男朋友了，别想她了。

我看了第一句，我就把书关了。

因为我懂这是他的日记，不能看的.

我也放回原位

我问他你有写过日记吗？可是他却答没有。

就算有，也不懂放在那里了，他说我是否相信？

原来他真的很爱他的以前女朋友。

虽然我是不该怀疑他，

可是我太喜欢想多，刘玉芯别想了，顺其自然，

见步行步吧，有些事不该我管，

不属于我的东西，自自然然会慢慢离开..

中学的爱情

有一对 情侣从去年我跟他们同班，
看着他们怎样认识，看着他们暧昧，看着他们一起，
他们相爱了整差不多一年半。可是最终就在昨天给我听到他们分手了。
我听到心里有很多疑问，那女生是我知心朋友，我知道她有多爱他的男生，
有时不是单单靠单方面维持这段感情 ，靠双方面互相体谅才能维持到永久，
可是那男生累了，选择放手，也很舍得废掉这段感情，爱上别的女生.
我听到很心痛，我听着她打电话给我哭着不会停，讲不到任何东西 .
只是传送一封她与她男朋友的分手对话，男生问他：现在我们的关系是什么？
女的回答：你依然是我的男朋友啊，男生回：那你继续当吧，我无所谓.
为什么那男生要那么残忍?真的很不懂 ..
可是我几乎分不清楚，对方出了什么问题.
可是我知道，他们一起遵守过的承诺酱就没了.
以前多么多么的爱，就一阵子消失了 ，
以前一起一起下课，一起分享食物，一起买，现在分隔两地有回自己的朋友.
自己买食物，什么都没有了 ，做了最熟悉的陌生人.

就一句，分手，可以变成和他变成陌生人...
承诺原来只可以随嘴说说就算,


我还能相信爱情?

九月十五日

转眼间爱他就来爱了大半年，今天答应他去他家看戏.

他去Aeon载我，然后回他家.

也是做一样的东西，和他一起睡下午觉.

没怎么特别，不过最重要是他在我身边已经足够，你看他的样子像个小孩子:3哈哈，猪样

有时，真的很难过，因为太久没见他了，

想念他想念到要哭，想念他想念到心痛，

因为他要做工，我要读书，更本抽不到时间去见面。

唯有每个礼拜，等星期六的来临，

和他见那个几个小时，那几个小时也是我最珍惜的几个小时，

跟他吵那几秒都觉得很可惜，所以我真的很珍惜，

再怎么不喜欢，都要告诉自己不要生气不要生气，过去就算...

当和他一起，我会一直贴着他，寸步不离的粘着他，见少一秒都不可以！

想紧紧的握着他，抱着他。

害怕他抛弃我。

很害怕真的很害怕，有一天他真的对我厌倦，

而离开，虽然他答应握他不会，可是有些事情是会突然变化，

不是怕他爱上别的女孩，而是他想单身而离开

我不要管的他太严，

只要他安全回家，在外面照顾好自己，那就好了

是我太天真，有想和他天荒地老，

可是这些都是我自己想的一厢情愿。

哈哈哈

my birthday .

First of September is my birthday .

I passed my birthday with him .

Early in the morning , I went for carnival with my friend .

After , he came school and fetch me and bring me for lunch .

Hahaahah . I'm feel happiness that he came school and fetch me .

He is the one of my boyfriend fetch me
 . We went Scotch Restaurant . Having our lunch . Hehehe .

But the food is too big . I can't finish it .
After , he fetch me to went his home . No place to go , that why went his house .

I took a nap with him :3

Keep looking him when he fall asleep .

I really fallen in love him deeply .
Even he sleep like a pig :p

My birthday present ,

He sent me this :3

Yes , I love it , he help me to wear it .

Thank you my dear , your font is cute , I'll keep it nicely . Loves. My faithful birthday . After he fetch me back home :)

122 :O

Time pass so fast , Today is our four month anniversary . 

HAPPY FOUR MONTH ANNIVERSARY . Yoo . :P .

Today dating with him hiak hiak , but i let him wait almost 2 hour . :O

 But not my fault , he too early went there that's why . HAHA . 

Thought want to movie him , But the movie prohibited under age of 18 :X .

Aww , No movie today :O !

Shopping awhile then HE FETCH ME.  

He get his license , but this is the first time he fetch me . ><

But luckily he drove safely :P .  Hiak hiak !

Today stay his house , Thought he make sandwich to me . 

Too bad , no ham :'( I waiting the next time he make it to me :P .

See , He's so cute . 

That's why i very admire myself can couple with him ♥ 

Had a nice day with him again :)

Goodnights ! ;)

No Topic.

这两天我都没有上学 ，太无聊了 。

在他的档案上刷新又刷新 ，同一样的东西 .

无意中，给我发现了他的面子书的笔记里，

写了关于很多关于他的以前的女朋友的东西 ，原来他真的很爱他的前女朋友.

我明白他的痛，当我看到了 ，我真的很心酸，可是我还是继续的读 ，

原来那女孩子给他的回忆比我更多.. 不过已经半年前的事了

刘玉芯，别想了 ，这些都是过去以前的事，干嘛为了以前的事而烦恼.

当我没想这个问题过后，又在给我发现

原来，他跟我一起还是想着以前的她

我们一起是不是一时冲动?.. 一时的激情，所以才一起?

我觉得自己好失败！为什么? 为什么我做不到..我做不到好像爱她这样爱我！
为什么? 我好想勇敢这样问他，可是就是不敢

因为我知道..

他对她的爱依然还很深... 我领悟了 .
我真的觉得自己好失败...

Inlove Konchenyi 114 days .

21072012 . Memorable day.

89,90,91,92 .

BOOM ! 

Awwwww , Happy 3 month anniversary .

finally dating with him . 

i patiently wait so long again >3< .

i miss him freaking and freaking and freaking much :'( . 

We seldom meet.

The reason is i'm still study , he working . 

no transport this is the one reason.

 i waiting his car license . 

he promised me , he will come my house and accompany me .

sometimes really feeling not well . 

Without him , every single days it's hard to pass seriously .

desperately miss him !!.

am i insane ? 

We spent 7 hours in Aeon .

and watched the dark knight risses with him . 

and having his breakfast with him . :P .

be with him is my most wonderful days . 

hiakhiak .

When i met him , feel like want to hug him tightly . 

but i still shy ,i not dare. >< .

Waiting the .... the cinema .. 

he is busying to edit our photo . hahahah !!

\

nice ? he edited it .

My boyfriend , babyboy , hero , man . husband  :3

HAHAHAHAH ! i'm his stalker . 

so i steal this picture :P .

he's cute enough . my baby boy :P

Goodnights my babyboy . :3 .

12:42 AM 23/07/2012 . 

inlovekonchenyi 93 days :3 

天.

BE WITH HIM THE 81 DAYS :3

More 19 days be with him 100 days .

BUT ..


Day by day gone over than two week we didn't met . :/ 
Aww , how i can tolerate without him almost two week ?
I need his hug so much .
I need his kisses so much .
I want bite his small lip .
i want to talk to him face to face .
I want take a nap with him .
I want enjoy my 3 meals with him .
I want watch film laugh out loud with him .
I want holding his hand and shop with him .
I want sing song with him .
I want bully him .
I want tickle him .
I want go on vacation with him .
I want wear couple tee with him and shop with him .
I want him help me to tie my messy hair .
I want watch sunset with him .
I want cook with him.
I want pinch his super duper cute face .
I want pillow fight like a war  with him .
I want watching his sleeping face slowly fall asleep on my thigh .


I have alot of things want to do with him .
I have alot of things want to share with him .
I miss him deeply , madly , badly .
Why i cannot meet him right now ?
How i wish i can be with him all whole days .
But i just can pretend dont care :'(
Its very hard ...

我的孤单开始了

我的孤单开始了，因为开始工作了。
上学等他起身，放学等他放工，晚上有时间陪。
刘玉芯，你要习惯噜，
我要懂得减轻他的烦恼，做好女朋友的本分。
别让他增加烦恼，就是了。 :3 !

那我很希望他工作顺利 :) !!

Inkonchenyi 73 days

下次我要有时间观念！ 必须

梦想奋斗吧，

今天在学校来了很多不同的教育学院或大学，
一档一档，看到都眼花.
各有各的好处, 不过全部都要 spm 有3 个credits 才能进入.
3个credits进入还要读多一年foundation ，才进入 degree . 要花费一年的钱读
如果五个就直接上degree . 我听到，我真的很想把自己的成绩考好，
是否太迟? 今天见识了很多不同的课程，有三个课程是很有兴趣。
空姐课程，和平面设计，心理学。
不过都要去要一笔很大的钱，才能读这每样课程。
而且我马来文太差了，我必须要攻我的马来文，和历史，才能有文凭。
没有马来文文凭，什么大学都不收，我只能尽我能量去通过我的马来文。
如果有五科是或三科credits语文课要及格 就能去新加坡去培训做空姐，
我的一直以来的梦想!!!  我一定要做到!!


 平面设计和心理学是很有兴趣的，也是要3个credits 可是经济怕付不起RM200,000 在新加坡或者纽西兰的住宿费，和生活费。
因为对心理学，也很大的兴趣，从外表动作知道看别人在想什么，让我了解，对未来也很大的旷过的空间应该有用吧?


我觉得我是时候为自己的路有所打算了，因为我很怕我大了不懂自己要做什么好，虽然有点快，可是不想让父母担心，不想父母为我烦恼.


刘玉芯，你就拚吧 :) !

管大人

为你而写的，可是你看不到...

一个礼拜没有见到你了 ，

唯有等待星期六到来 ，紧紧抱着你 . 

告诉你 我真的好想念你，管政义 !!!

跟你一起日子不久 ，可是你真把我爱上你了 .

面对着你 ，我还是有点害羞，不怎么敢跟讲话，很尴尬 ><

可是我就是爱赖着你 ，拖着你的手 ，投入你的怀抱，不想离开你 ><

就我的胡思乱想让你担心了 ，很抱歉 .

我答应过你我不会在想负面的 ，想好的就是了 ，

你也不能离开我 ，待在我身边 >< 

 遇见你是我最幸福的事了 ，:3 .

所以，我不会跟你那么容易离开我的世界 ！

因为我真的爱你了 ..... 我不容许我自己失去你 !

inlovekonchenyi 65 days .

.. no topic

Today is our 2 month anniversary ,
no going out , no dating , cant meet with him . just like normal days .

Few days , have no mood , a lot of things to bother .
i control my self to stop thinking it .
but i still cant find the reason why..

but i'm fat , i'm short , i have dark skin .
i wonder why he will fallen in love me ?

everyday i saw his ex , and look back myself .
what qualification i have to do his girlfriend ?
and what i did make him fall in love me ?
why i couldn't  find the answer .

i knew i should not suspect him .
sorry..


at the last ,
i feel ,
i just a loser ..


i am afraid to lose you . . .

inlovekonchenyi 62 days , 2 month.

Great walk with him :)

One week , We didn't meet , 

i patiently wait so long . 

We finally got to meet today .

it didnt even matter .

the moment we got hold each other ,

just look deep into each other eyes . 

 ❤ Promised 

He promised me . 
Early in the morning ,
He really come and accompany me for starwalk today .
On the road , it was very tired . 
But he beside me is all enough for me seriously .
For the first time , with  ❤ walk starwalk . 
For the very first time , with  ❤  dragging my hand completed the 
7km long course . 



to hold one another , to kiss each other ,
to hug each other ,to laugh each other .



 i have to back . 
I starting miss him again . . 
i just only can review back photo i took with him today . 
it's hard to pass again...






My nightmare are usually about losing him . 
i hope that wont be true  !!.
i not want him only for today .
 i want him today , tomorrow and next week and for the rest of my life . 






Really tired , 
today . just like going bed with him early . 


有他，我的世界真美好 :3   ❤

inlovekonchenyi , 56days . 

哈哈哈哈，他是我唯一男朋友帮我绑头发的男生，

可惜，他的技术很差，不是很会绑．

，

他是好男孩，

我会很珍惜他，

我爱他　

i love him , in love 52 days kcy.

Movieeeeeeeeee .

Today hanged out with my baby boy .

and watched men in black with him .

Around 6 o'clock ,

I went his house for steamboat with his family :X . 

hmmm , so scared :/

But deserved it , can being with him longer :P

At least , i spent about 10 hours with him , 

i still dont know when i only can meet him again . :(.

AND  i REALLY miss him much :( . 

Tomorrow i have to go thailand for trip .

those 5 days , i dont know how can live without him :'( . 

i love him ,42 days inlove Koncy . :) 

HE IS THE ONE I LOVE HIM THE MOST :P

HAHAHAHAH !!

Trip w schoomate .

Awesome trip with my schoolmate at genting highland . 

More photo , thru my facebook :P !

2505

Last night , i very shame by myself .

I get drunk in front him , this is the first time i drunk in front my boyfriend . 

And i lost control and keep talking non-sense , and keep talking rude word with my friend .

And he watching me , Argh  , i reminding last night , i feel wanna cryy !! :(

I very scared he  someday he will ignore me , and antipathy me 

But i really thanks him for look after me when i get drunk last night . 

I love him , 35 days in love kcy . 

He .

*Wink* 

April of 22 , i in relationship with you . 

We are not always meet each other , 

but i'm very appreciate when i being with you every second .  :)

I miss your softly hug , i miss your sweetie kiss .

the most i miss your big hand  holding my hand tightly 

and we walk together . Feel safety much ! :P

 Dont know why , 

i always when i'm reading your text you sent me , 

i will automatically smile and laugh . 

and somemore i will saved it in my folder. 

when i missing you to remind back and back .

lalalalaa

am i funny :p ? 

i love to on call with you 

i love to text with you either. 

but i most love to skype with you 

you will show me your cute face . 

and alot of emoji face only for me .

and make me laugh always . lalalalla :P

i really hope can be with you last long as we can .

Fully trust each other the most important . 

I loveyou Kcy .   

You're my hero :) .

& 

HAPPY ONE MONTH ANNIVERSARY .

You viewed it , you're my forever stalker . 

hiak hiak ! :* 

TATA ! :)

21/05/2012 . 

MONDAY , 7:10 PM ,

You're playing tetris. HAHAHA !

Hair , you saw it ? :P i want you be like this ><

Long curly hair . 

My dear hair , 

Please grow longer !!! i love you more . :p

Love .

April of 22 , i'm taken .

i'm wishing i have this boyfriend in reality . 

Then i sure will feel very happiness apart of my life . 

Ignore what gossip we hear . just inlove each other . 

Appreciate love .

I  want to be the girl your fall for , when everybody else is falling for you. ♥ 

Cann ??

♥ 

I MUST BUY THIS IN APRIL .

I must buy this in April . 

今天在学校外面那看到他.
虽然只是一瞬间,可是可以肯定那个真的是他.
今天,我差不多是最后一个走吧, 因为我妈妈忘记载我. -.-
我只好在卖珍珠奶茶那,坐着,等我妈来算了,
在我跟我朋友坐着谈天时,一瞬间有辆巴士经过.
我的很自然的反应就是望去后面,那时刻,我知道他在望着我.
可是他立刻把头转到假装看不到我. 我也转过头望了2秒钟.
我都把头转注跟朋友谈天, 原来我可以肯定,我很快把这段爱情慢慢的忘掉.
就过了一个月.我告诉自己当有段时间他真的不会回头,我也不会在投入这段爱情.
可是还没到一个月,我对他的爱已经渐渐的消失,和我很肯定我把你放弃了.
曾经真的让我伤透了，我也不会傻傻这样等你，
想回你以前对我的坏好,我都没有感觉了. 正好,我还当你是朋友.
如果我们真的遇见了,我还有很大方跟他打招呼的.
这段爱情是曾经是我最完美的爱情,可是也最悲惨的爱情. 哈哈哈,
我也不再希望我在被任何人伤害,我很谢谢他,教会我独立! 我成功做到了.
和把自己的要求提高,  ,全靠他 :) 谢谢你!
 :)

最近

在那一个礼拜的假期，我都算很累，和很有意义吧，

三天是工作天，帮忙拾货，拿货，搬搬抬抬，

12小时，50块。都算不错:p  运动:D

第四天，就去和朋友聚会，去lost world玩水。

哈哈哈哈，都很充实吧，不过就钱包飞了:( !!

有他们，什么都值得了 :) !!

第五天，朋友倒数生日，很抱歉，缺席了，因为生病了，

不过，还有陪妈咪去买菜==. 吃午餐，

第六天,朋友生日，不过上午那段时间就跟朋友唱k, 第二个地方去朋友的聚会。

虽然全部都不认识的，不过主要是陪主角，认识他的朋友:) 

第七天， 一早陪爸爸吃早餐，然后去到处走走，在家看戏，晚上吃和家人去北海道吃日本餐。

那七天的假期，就这样过去了，都很充实吧:) 

让我最铭刻心中的事情是。
星期一，

第一次让爸爸，帮我绑兔子结子，当我17岁了，

第一次让爸爸碰我的头发，感觉有所不同 :) 

把之前的事情抹掉，从新明天的我。

晚安各位

你給的希望 、 都很绝望

我也领悟到

过去的不再回来,回来再也不完美.

Cute cute turtle .

Cute cute turtle :P .

Leg leg calf .

My dear calf . 

Please getting slimmer please . 

Only a part of you , i can complete d . :( !! 

I must effort to keep you  !

Two top CIA operatives wage an epic battle against one another

after they discover they are dating the same women 

Director : McG

Today i spent at jusco 10 HOURS .

For 1 arrived . 2 oclock  watched movie , and gossip this those , having lunch.

untill 10pm with someone .

Thankyou him alot :)

Today Outfit :p

Top singlet , Skirt 

My lovely dessert today . :P 

Secret Recipe . 

Wonderful today ♥ .

Last day of exam :)

Today is the last of exam , 

Have fun :p

车轮饼:p

pass by pass by

最近每天都贫血，

站起来就晕,

死没? 

看来要照顾好自己身体啦:p

之前认为，我没有他不行，

原来没有他也是能生活得快乐，

有时当然会想想他，就这样过日子，

现在需要朋友填补我的悠闲日子。

刚考完试:P

Inkbody .

I m interesting to make a tatto on my neck .

Example this , i swear i will make it on my neck . 

But not too big , little small . ! :D 

after graduated .

Piercing , Awww !! 

True love never die :D

First day of exam :/

JENNY LIEW :P

im fun with this first day of exam .

Because a lot of caring friends . :P .

I cant believable our class is the special one .

During exam can talk , gossip do anything , lepak . HAHAA .

Let me show you who is my classmate :) .

Chong Kuan Meng ! :p basketball lover . 

Xiao Gui ; Mokmok's boyfriends . 

Listener . :D

Chong Mook Lee !! :D !!

The one caring me and comfort me while i m broken down . 

HIM!!!

Connie Chak ; The one most tall in the calss .

and my lovely sister . clasmate ever !

Sorry , somemore , dont have your photo :( !

have fun in class :P !!

Exam Coming .

Ish , i hate exam . Tomorrow is my exam day . :/
I haven touch my book , but soon . mean today :P  .
Today my friend bring some snacks .
Bought from USA . But i didnt eat for one .
because i need to keep fit . i must effort .
Cant be fed up :p .
i must thanks who when i m very broken down and comfort me .
who make me smile , when i m crying .
Who make me reflection . and be a single girl :) . For this few week .
SO !!　BUT !
Who make me have alot confident ? who i suppose to thankful ? YOU !!
Because of you i can do it . Thankyou VERY MUCH !

Ohmy ,

i not sleep enough :( , recently late sleep early wake up .

i want to continue my sleep also hard . Arghhh ,

I need to have a new life from now on :P !!

I have good news , i died 5 kg . Opps ,

Hope i can diet till 47 , now 49 kg :) before 55 .

UNBELIEVABLE

hahahah , my dream will come true soon!! Support me .

i have to diet my leg , be slim and slimmer :P .

 I Have to sleep right now . 

Tomorrow school . 

Goodnights .