下次我要有时间观念！ 必须

梦想奋斗吧，

今天在学校来了很多不同的教育学院或大学，
一档一档，看到都眼花.
各有各的好处, 不过全部都要 spm 有3 个credits 才能进入.
3个credits进入还要读多一年foundation ，才进入 degree . 要花费一年的钱读
如果五个就直接上degree . 我听到，我真的很想把自己的成绩考好，
是否太迟? 今天见识了很多不同的课程，有三个课程是很有兴趣。
空姐课程，和平面设计，心理学。
不过都要去要一笔很大的钱，才能读这每样课程。
而且我马来文太差了，我必须要攻我的马来文，和历史，才能有文凭。
没有马来文文凭，什么大学都不收，我只能尽我能量去通过我的马来文。
如果有五科是或三科credits语文课要及格 就能去新加坡去培训做空姐，
我的一直以来的梦想!!!  我一定要做到!!


 平面设计和心理学是很有兴趣的，也是要3个credits 可是经济怕付不起RM200,000 在新加坡或者纽西兰的住宿费，和生活费。
因为对心理学，也很大的兴趣，从外表动作知道看别人在想什么，让我了解，对未来也很大的旷过的空间应该有用吧?


我觉得我是时候为自己的路有所打算了，因为我很怕我大了不懂自己要做什么好，虽然有点快，可是不想让父母担心，不想父母为我烦恼.


刘玉芯，你就拚吧 :) !

管大人

为你而写的，可是你看不到...

一个礼拜没有见到你了 ，

唯有等待星期六到来 ，紧紧抱着你 . 

告诉你 我真的好想念你，管政义 !!!

跟你一起日子不久 ，可是你真把我爱上你了 .

面对着你 ，我还是有点害羞，不怎么敢跟讲话，很尴尬 ><

可是我就是爱赖着你 ，拖着你的手 ，投入你的怀抱，不想离开你 ><

就我的胡思乱想让你担心了 ，很抱歉 .

我答应过你我不会在想负面的 ，想好的就是了 ，

你也不能离开我 ，待在我身边 >< 

 遇见你是我最幸福的事了 ，:3 .

所以，我不会跟你那么容易离开我的世界 ！

因为我真的爱你了 ..... 我不容许我自己失去你 !

inlovekonchenyi 65 days .

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Today is our 2 month anniversary ,
no going out , no dating , cant meet with him . just like normal days .

Few days , have no mood , a lot of things to bother .
i control my self to stop thinking it .
but i still cant find the reason why..

but i'm fat , i'm short , i have dark skin .
i wonder why he will fallen in love me ?

everyday i saw his ex , and look back myself .
what qualification i have to do his girlfriend ?
and what i did make him fall in love me ?
why i couldn't  find the answer .

i knew i should not suspect him .
sorry..


at the last ,
i feel ,
i just a loser ..


i am afraid to lose you . . .

inlovekonchenyi 62 days , 2 month.

Great walk with him :)

One week , We didn't meet , 

i patiently wait so long . 

We finally got to meet today .

it didnt even matter .

the moment we got hold each other ,

just look deep into each other eyes . 

 ❤ Promised 

He promised me . 
Early in the morning ,
He really come and accompany me for starwalk today .
On the road , it was very tired . 
But he beside me is all enough for me seriously .
For the first time , with  ❤ walk starwalk . 
For the very first time , with  ❤  dragging my hand completed the 
7km long course . 



to hold one another , to kiss each other ,
to hug each other ,to laugh each other .



 i have to back . 
I starting miss him again . . 
i just only can review back photo i took with him today . 
it's hard to pass again...






My nightmare are usually about losing him . 
i hope that wont be true  !!.
i not want him only for today .
 i want him today , tomorrow and next week and for the rest of my life . 






Really tired , 
today . just like going bed with him early . 


有他，我的世界真美好 :3   ❤

inlovekonchenyi , 56days . 

哈哈哈哈，他是我唯一男朋友帮我绑头发的男生，

可惜，他的技术很差，不是很会绑．

，

他是好男孩，

我会很珍惜他，

我爱他　

i love him , in love 52 days kcy.

Movieeeeeeeeee .

Today hanged out with my baby boy .

and watched men in black with him .

Around 6 o'clock ,

I went his house for steamboat with his family :X . 

hmmm , so scared :/

But deserved it , can being with him longer :P

At least , i spent about 10 hours with him , 

i still dont know when i only can meet him again . :(.

AND  i REALLY miss him much :( . 

Tomorrow i have to go thailand for trip .

those 5 days , i dont know how can live without him :'( . 

i love him ,42 days inlove Koncy . :) 

HE IS THE ONE I LOVE HIM THE MOST :P

HAHAHAHAH !!